Yay!

Even though there are things that are weighing me down these days, being the positive and motivated Jill that I am, I realized that I have a lot to look forward to. One thing for sure, and I mean for SURE! I lost weight!!! Yay!

Ok la, before we get all excited, I wanna say, I lost only 1 kg. Wahaha! I don't know I so happy for what! Actually my point is, I have been dieting, exercising like some mad person for almost a month, I only lost 1 kg. But at least! I lost weight! I think my weight now is almost the lightest I have been for the longest time. I think I was 47 kgs when I was like 21? And I already looked anorexic (because my face, shoulders and chest is very thin and boney). I finally lost like 1 kg and now I am 50 kg? I hope I lose like 2 more kgs so I can afford to binge a bit on special days. Yay! I will continue to work out and eat healthily and really work hard towards my goal. I like to see myself as the kind of person who works hard and never says no, never gives up. After all, I was once 85 kgs and now that I am 50, I must say my dedication to a healthy body is damn good!

Anyway, back to my not so happy story, I don't really know how to feel but I told myself to take everything one step at a time? Take things day by day and plan for the exit as best as I could, I would. I just want everything to be perfect when I leave. I am excited for change, excited for a new story and chapter of my life. I pray to God that I would be able to sustain myself and everything will be perfect. Ok I think I will chill out and rest. Talk later!!