death

today feels like death. it's the morning of the 2nd day of our audit with the gahment. yesterday i was feeling the strain already. was under fire for a whole load of things. feels super shitty. however i was able to like talk my way out and i have good colleagues that kinda like... helped me turn the situation around.. it's 840am. i am sitting alone in the office because i came early to prepare the office and the school for the... whatever. everything. students and audit and this and that. i hope everything goes on well later. DEAR GOD! PLEASE!