Hello! Haven't exactly been writing! Had some negative stuff happening in my life - even though not that bad but I did not wanna write about it because I think I don't exactly want people too know? The stakes are too high? Not that anyone reads my blog anyways but just in case la! Haha. So things happened, though tolerable, life has been going on as usual, day after day week after week. Without really realising it, one-third of 2013 is almost over and my 30th birthday is coming up soon. So much to be thankful for, so much accomplished, so much happiness in my life and so much to strive for.
What to do what I am 30... Lots of stuff, braces? Haha! Lose some weight, change some style, perhaps cut my hair short? Change myself - for the better kind? Go out more, meet more people, spend less money, haha. Maybe and then again, not change and be contented with myself? I think I am forever at a crossroad. Seriously I did think, perhaps I wanna go back to school, get a degree in management studies, go look for a corporate job - this also reads as, change job? Yup, a lot of things on my mind. A lot of striving to do. A lot of people to train. Now you know why I lazy to write? Cause every time I think, I think about my direction for the next 6 months to 1 year of my life.
I wanna go and yet I don't wanna go. I think I know going is better, change is good... Really good? So much to weigh, the pros and cons. However I supposed it is written in the stars. I will move on ahead, swift, mean, sharp like a knife. Determined and devoted. Go back to school, do a part time cert class, improve and go ahead. This is all I wanna say. Next.
Fat! I am growing fatter! Haha! Ok maybe I am not. I lost a bit of weight because I exercised a lot daily, ok maybe not A LOT but run 45 minutes every night but Friday night and use the stationary bike on weekends in the gym but my food choices in amount of food intake is not getting better. Muahaha. So dead. I must watch it. If not by the time I am 30 I will be like a whale. Diabetes ridden whale - too much sweet stuff!
Moving along! Things coming up! Going to Bangkok with Cathy Maggots in April, going to eat, play, shop, buy, buy, buy, shoes, bags, dresses, clothes, accessories, make up, hair treatments, stuff and stuff and lotsa stuff till I have no money! Haha! I am so looking forward to this retreat.
In May, going for my procedure. Scared. Nervous and happy? Don't wanna think about it till it gets closer. I must work hard! I love you Jill Jill work out harder! <3
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