Hello! it's me again!! it's Singapore's 46th birthday today. it's been a long time since i watched any NDP shows. even though some people might feel that the NDP might be kinda silly, i kinda wished i have a chance to catch it though. or at least catch the fireworks section. however, sad to say, i have not been able to watch NDP for like, ever.
This year, as usual, I missed the NDP. I am at work in my dad's shop. :( tired ey. I really super tired already. I am not only tired with work and all the hassle and bustle in life but also I am very mentally drained emotionally. Tired physically can just go home and relax and sleep, or go for a massage to untie the knots in my body, but this other aspect of tiredness I feel, cannot be quench with just pure sleep and rest. This other degree of tiredness probably stems from jon. Perhaps somehow, in some ways I am feeling impatient with having to wait for things to happen. Or perhaps just for this week, I feel really uptight or something. I dunno why but I feel kinda horrible.
Why ah? It feels odd ey! Anyway it is not in his nature to be petty about most things, so I think I better not anyhow think lor. He said he is just bored n restless at camp. Ok lor. Haha. :) so be it. I just ate a whole load of stuff in the shop! Porridge, cakes, magnum! All the sweet homely foods to make me feel good n supposed to be better. Jiayou ok Jill! Fighting! Tomorrow is another long day at work! :) i am about to fall asleep at the shop now. really not used to working so long hours anymore.
This year, as usual, I missed the NDP. I am at work in my dad's shop. :( tired ey. I really super tired already. I am not only tired with work and all the hassle and bustle in life but also I am very mentally drained emotionally. Tired physically can just go home and relax and sleep, or go for a massage to untie the knots in my body, but this other aspect of tiredness I feel, cannot be quench with just pure sleep and rest. This other degree of tiredness probably stems from jon. Perhaps somehow, in some ways I am feeling impatient with having to wait for things to happen. Or perhaps just for this week, I feel really uptight or something. I dunno why but I feel kinda horrible.
Why ah? It feels odd ey! Anyway it is not in his nature to be petty about most things, so I think I better not anyhow think lor. He said he is just bored n restless at camp. Ok lor. Haha. :) so be it. I just ate a whole load of stuff in the shop! Porridge, cakes, magnum! All the sweet homely foods to make me feel good n supposed to be better. Jiayou ok Jill! Fighting! Tomorrow is another long day at work! :) i am about to fall asleep at the shop now. really not used to working so long hours anymore.
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