omgosh i overate again!!

i think the subject title says it all man! omgosh! i totally really overate today. like major! okay i know i didn't have any lunch (okay i had a yogurt and a small sandwich from my boss), but for dinner, SHINE met at Orchard Central to eat at MEDS. this Mediterranean restaurant. wow i had a WHOLE load of food! for starter, i had a french onion soup, mains, i had a seafood and fish paella,  for dessert, a lemon meringue tart and a baked meringue! SO MUCH RIGHT! i totally bust my calorie intake in like 3000 times man.

okay okay, i have to be on a diet and like, eat healthily from today on. eat less carbs. i have been loading on the carbs like major too cos i totally like, crave rice. haha. and bread. :p okay i am going to bed now. good night!

Randomites!

Mustacheeee!! 

This looks like JON! :) My xiao long bao!

Pasta Fesca!

Where is my FOOD! :) 

Life as we know it.

I love you Sweet Sweet! I forced jon to take this walk!

Railway walk! 

NEW LOOK!

OMGosh I just changed my blog skin and the whole look of my blog!

And cause usually I am such an idiot with IT and Website thingy, I am so PROUD of myself! That I am able to get this nicely done!

YAY!! This just means I can keep changing my skin as and when I feel like it!

~WEEE!!~~

gonna need to take a break...

yes, i am gonna have to take a break because i have too tired recently. i seriously don't know what i am up to. or rather, what my body is up to. i have been suffering from headaches and neck aches and all. so i've decided, on friday when i help run some errands for my family, i will also totally rest. i don't know why my neck and my back of my head is so tensed up. i think i will take some muscle relaxant to help reduce the tension in my body. and of cause i also need to pray.

i really wanna thank God that, on saturday and sunday, at church (St John's Chapel), SHINE performed really well!! i was so glad that jon joined me in church and heard me sing for the first time (and of cause watched the show we took so long to prepare)!! and he say i sang really well!! and he was so surprised! i am so happy too. really, i was too nervous! i cannot do this well, if i am in it alone. only with the glory of God and the love of my friends, all their support, i managed to do this well. :) and to think i was really ill prepared! as in, i didn't have much time to practice! only once every other wednesday.

wah so i am so happy we did well. and on sunday, i am very glad, a long time friend, xiting, joined us for service. i haven seen her for such a long time and i heard she was having some problems but when i see her smiling and being so happy, i was really glad as well. :) i had a great lunch with her and eunice yee and then we went for ktv together. yes, i was really exhausted. but i was really glad to spend time with good friends too.

by the way at work today, i managed to clear most of my paper work. and i feel great. it's good. i wanna complete as much as possible and on friday, rest and relax for a better future! earn more money for me and my jon! :) jiayou jill!! :)

absolutely drained

Recently I feel super drained. Like my whole body's mechanism failure sia. I can sleep everywhere, anywhere and super deep sleep that kinda feel. On the bus can sleep, lie down on the bed can like sleep immediately, at Zouk also can yawn! Oh and while I am at my desk during work time, wah, the sleepy monster TOTALLY kidnap me sia! I think coffee is just the way to go for me man. More care americanos PLEASE! :)

On monday i met jon for dinner, because he wanna take me to pasta fesca (after all the complaining on sunday that we dun hang out anymore, heh heh heh) and some ice cream. really baby, i appreciate your effort! And i really LOVE U! Muacks! :p After dinner, I laid on the bed and like knocked out for ONE WHOLE hour without knowing. I told jon that he has to wake me up in like 15 mins, as I only wanted to nap for 15 mins. End up, one whole hour went by! He told me he came to nudge me and talk to me and hug me to try to wake me but I think I didn't stir at all.

I dunno what's wrong with me. I always associate this kinda tiredness to too much toxins in my body but cannot be ey! I went for body detox treatment and massage on Saturday! Supposed to clear my body ey. I think clear too much ah, even more tired. HAHA! Anyway, it's almost 1230am now. I think i should try to get some sleep before it's too late and later today I really suffer! Good night!! :)

Happy birthday Singapore!

Hello! it's me again!! it's Singapore's 46th birthday today. it's been a long time since i watched any NDP shows. even though some people might feel that the NDP might be kinda silly, i kinda wished i have a chance to catch it though. or at least catch the fireworks section. however, sad to say, i have not been able to watch NDP for like, ever.

This year, as usual, I missed the NDP. I am at work in my dad's shop. :( tired ey. I really super tired already. I am not only tired with work and all the hassle and bustle in life but also I am very mentally drained emotionally. Tired physically can just go home and relax and sleep, or go for a massage to untie the knots in my body, but this other aspect of tiredness I feel, cannot be quench with just pure sleep and rest. This other degree of tiredness probably stems from jon. Perhaps somehow, in some ways I am feeling impatient with having to wait for things to happen. Or perhaps just for this week, I feel really uptight or something. I dunno why but I feel kinda horrible.

Why ah? It feels odd ey! Anyway it is not in his nature to be petty about most things, so I think I better not anyhow think lor. He said he is just bored n restless at camp. Ok lor. Haha. :) so be it. I just ate a whole load of stuff in the shop! Porridge, cakes, magnum! All the sweet homely foods to make me feel good n supposed to be better. Jiayou ok Jill! Fighting! Tomorrow is another long day at work! :) i am about to fall asleep at the shop now. really not used to working so long hours anymore.

So so tired n unlucky!

So tired these couple of days! I think it is cause I am PMSing. And lotsa unlucky things happened! When we were having dinner on Sunday (we, as in jon, me, his neighbours, like 9 of them) at peperoni's, we saw a car run down a lil kitten! Thank God a plant was in my direction of the wounded animal so I didn't exactly see the blood and all the gore. So poorthing! The mummy cat and his/her other siblings were so sad! They were all meowing by the dead body. :( the staff of peperoni was very nice. We suspect they were taking care of the kittens for awhile already. One of the male waiters took some newspaper n wrap up the poor fella. They also poured detergent filled water over the bloody area to rid the smells of the dead kitten to prevent the other kittens from gathering around the area n kanna bang down as well.

Another unfortunate thingy happened. My hamster died. :( I dunno how it happened but the hamster jon bought me for valentine's day died! :( so sad! Bacon died. Dexter called me to go home as he found out that bacon was still n she was already bloated. Now I am only left w cheese. Ok cheese I will love u more and buy u lotsa treats! No more dieting k! Haha!

Sunday night was really an unlucky night. Even jon got the first parking ticket in his driving life. This really sucks! Hope the start of august will be much much better!

Dear God I commit the rest of the month to you! I pray for knowledge, wisdom, strength, perseverance n self control. Amen!